Today has been a day filled with depression and anxiety and Do Not Want, but I'm here anyway. Perhaps tomorrow I'll feel better about my life.

...which is my excuse for forgetting to post yesterday. Now I just have to think up more fiction words.

or, How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb For a while I was convinced that I'd stopped writing fanfiction. Not out of any particular shame imperative; I like fanfiction, and

Seriously, it's been like two weeks. But - there's a post that goes around Tumblr sometimes about how making coffee has a variable amount of steps depending on how you're feeling that day,

...and it was great. I didn't put any expectations on myself other than "go visit family and then play in an online tabletop RPG", and so I got to actually relax. I slept